screaming children makes my hoohoo shrink

its not that i dont like kids. but working here where the building is large and sounds carry everywhere, its hard not to hear the shrieking of a kid. it pierces your ears and makes you want to crawl into a hole. i think thats why i decided teaching was not for me. its great that people are able to communicate and make a difference in their lives. me, not gonna happen. unless, i guess, its mine. and then im sure i will feel different. hell, i feel different about kids i know. i love the ones my friends/family has. but as it is, strangers kids get to me.

even i dont think its attractive

so my feet stink. and not in that "every blue moon i get a whiff" kind of way. but in a "i only smell my feet. oh god, oh god. i bet everyone can" kind of way. its not like i dont shower. its just that i wear the same shoes everyday and sweat in them. nevermind the fact that im not wearing socks with these, plus throw in the fact that they have gotten wet on occasion. and viola! smelly shoes= smelly feet. i just wish i didnt have to smell it. oh well. 5 more minutes of work and then im home free to.. well.. go home. and change into flip flops to air out these babies.

drinking, sand and a digital camera

3 things that should never go together. but unfortionately they did. and now my camera has sand all up in it. and when you slide the lens open you can hear and feel the grains. ugh. and now its a bitch to upload pictures. you have to sweet talk it and try 50 times before it does it. and then you have to be quick because the camera loses connection to the computer so then even if you see the thumbnails of your pics it still wont do it if the connection is lost. needless to say, i had a very trying morning trying to get them on my jump drive. but i did get them on. so thank god for small miracles.

day two

so its friday. the second day ive had a blog. and ive realized something. i have no audience to talk to. no one knows i have this. and so there for im really only writing to be able to look back at it myself. that kind of blows. but, as for progress, it is day two and i have not forgotten about my baby blog. i have even updated things and made it all pretty with my blue flower background.

Here goes nothing

ive decided to write a blog. which is a terrifying thing to do. i read other peoples blogs and it makes me want to do it. but then i wonder if its a problem that i may not come off as witty as them. or the fact that i never capitalize anything while i type. which i know is really annoying to lots of people. i just cant make myself do it while im typing. its the microsoft office curse. why even bother with correct pronunciation when it does it for you.
so there for i will have a blog that will probably irritate and bore people beyond recognition. because not only is my life not exciting, but exciting things dont just happen to me. i mean, come on, this is missouri, and i work in a library. ok, so every once in a great while fun happens. but is that really enough to blog about? i think so, because ive started it.